Tuesday, April 29, 2008

This Month is Ending Like What?

A month already passed and I haven’t been away for a vacation. Will you please adopt me for a week if ever you’re planning to go somewhere for a vacation or if you are living near a resort or something. Pretty pretty please! I’m willing to be a slave! Lol! I haven’t asked my parents if I can go somewhere this summer. To be honest I never asked them anything. It seems like going to med school is enough for me as a treat. When I started med school I never asked my parents for a new gadget or a vacation treat and if they will give me extra cash, I return half of it. Most of my stuffs are from my elder brothers and my sister. Without them, my life will be boring as hell. This summer will be boring as hell!


Mid semester this school year, my friends and I were planning to go to Bicol. Actually I even saved money for that, but as tragedy happen all our plans collided. Then we planned to have a swimming here in Cavite, that too never happened. We even planned to have a hiking somewhere, and that plan never occurred. Moral lesson, do not plan your trips!


So for the whole week I stayed in my room, playing old pc games that I reinstalled in my lappie. I came across Red Alert 2 again, and it releases the rage that I kept for a week. Yeah, brutal kung brutal! Hahahah…








But as much as I wanted to keep this, I can’t keep my mind in pain…


Why are YOU doing this to me?


I know my efforts are lacking but i do try…


I SMSed you every night. I call you but no one answered…


Do you know how hard is it not to know how YOU are doing every day?


That I constantly think of YOU…


That one reply of “I’m fine” is ok with me.


I know I should be there on your day but how can I be there if it seems like you don’t want me there?


I asked your friends if how are you every time, and if you changed your digits?


Am I reading the signs RIGHT now?


All I get is this…































I really… really… badly… want us to talk.

sadly these expires today.=[

24 comments:

dak said...

you should go with us sometime... hmmm...

BTW, ill be meeting michelle and some friends later for dinner... *excited*

what are those in the pics? GCs???!!!

say YES say YES!

FerBert said...

ngayong may makakatikim na ko ng beach! oh yeah!

pareho na naman tayo..
tinext ko sya.. tinanong kung masaya pa ba sya.. ang reply nya. "Ayos lang" =(

FerBert said...

this month ending for me is a break up! sheesh!

kai said...

aww. bat nagiging ganyan na ;| she maybe have her reason, im sure its better if you two will talk about it nga to clear things up, yaan mo doc, everything will be okay ;)

ampunin kita for a week, kaso layo e. haha lakas ng loob kasi malayo! ;j

take it easy doc, goodluck! mwa ;*)

KRIS JASPER said...

LQ? ini-ignore ka? hmmm...

bad sign yata doc.

parang bad month ang April 2008 for u? Hayaan mo na, May 2008 na bukas. U can start anew.

Diablo said...

doc, huwag mo na pahirapan ang sarili mo.

kung aakyat ka sa baguio, ipapasyal kita. punta tayo sa bangus festival sa dagupan. maraming beach dun.

just, doc, be fine. nalulungkot ako kapag malungkot ka e. everything's gonna be fine. kung mangyayari man ang kinalulungkot nating dalawa, i want you to take it as a gentleman should. oh god, what crap am i saying.

basta doc, be ok. buzz me at ym if you need someone to talk to. kaya mo yan. kaya natin, together with ur friends, di mo mararamdamang nag iisa ka.

ingat!

acey said...

same wish here, bro. i was supposed to go to makati and singa and thailand... =,(

dreaming of the beach... dreamig of the beach...

and hey, i hope everything goes well with your girl. you sound sad.

take care!!!

kurisujae said...

try to talk to her to settle things. wala namang hindi nadadaan sa usapan e. i still hope na magkakaayos din kau. goodluck!

bukas may bagong pag-asa, MAYO na! ;D

Anonymous said...

hi JC! how have you been? haven't heard from you in a quite a while. i hope all is well.

-- thea :)

ayzprincess said...

hmm.. di ko masyadong alam yung kwento mo.. pero baka kaya di ka nya ni rereplyan e kasi alam nyang mas aasa ka lang at mas masasaktan..

kami may swimming sa zambales sa may 9 and 10 sama ka? :D

may eb din ang mga greenpinoy kids later sa megamall.. sama ka dali!

Ely said...

Been thru the same thing for the past few months. Luckily for me, its starting to heal. It was a very painful process, but totally relieving after.

Keep yourself busy. Ako, naglibot ako sa Galera, Tagaytay, Batangas, Laguna. Next week sa Baguio, then Zambales, La Union. By June, pulubi na ako. LOL

Coldman said...

magbakasyon ka kasi!

Sana ok ka na kasi ok na ulit . lol


Ingat dyan doc!

kurisujae said...

hey bro, i hope ayos ka lang. ;)

kingdaddyrich ♥ said...

tangenang pakiramdam yan..

potah potah potah..

ayaw ko nang ganyan pakiramdam. as in!

mag laro na lang tayo ng red alert.. ang manalo mag papa jer jer!

Dakilang Tambay said...

dapat ako na lang niyaya mo ... dito ka samin.. swimming tayo sa malapit na resort sa bahay po.. :)

mnel said...

may isang buwan pa para makapaglakwatsa ka ced!

cedeux said...

@docdak - ingats ka jan sa tate ha.umm, movie pass po yan sa promenade.

@fb - hehhe, magutol nga tau. ahuhuhu

cedeux said...

@kai - papaampon ako tlaga sayo sige ka. hehehe. ingats ka po

@Kuya kris - salamat sa pagdaan kuya. salmat at May na! weee

cedeux said...

@carl - salamat lam ko lagi ka nanjan. feeling ko pabagsak ako ng pabagsak. buti na lng i surround myself with people na mahal ko at mahal ako=]

tnx po

@acey - hay sana makapagbakasyon na rin tau. lalo k na. after mo jan sa cooking class mo. bakasyon kaw=]

cedeux said...

@ kuya kuri - i tried to talk, she said yes. i waited. she didn't come back.

@ms.Z - i texted u na! amishu! hehehe

cedeux said...

@ayz - heheh, sorry po di ako nakasama. sna makapagbeach naman ako.

@ely- great to hear ur doing ok bro. sana makayanan ko rin to.=]

cedeux said...

@kuyacoldman - great to hear ur ok! ampunin mo ko jan kuya. sige na pls! hehehe

@kdr - o game red alert na tayo!
jer jer ha! hahaha

cedeux said...

@mk - slamat! san may pool jan? weee!

@docmnel - musta kna? salamat, mageenjoy talga ko=]

> Vanny said...

hi! nagbabasa lang ng old posts. haha. u know. this day is sooo boring! navisit ko na yata lahat ng sites. hehe.

anyway, ongoing pa din ba ang pag ooffer? hehe..

lika, swimming tayo sa condo! ahehehe. ayaw akong samahan ng frnd ko eh, lahat may mga lakad! asar. hehe. ^_^

or lika sa pangasinan! punta kame next week. at sana m2loy kame sa subic sa sat. weeeh. do i sound nang iinggit? hehe.. hnde ah.. inaaya nga po kita db? whehehe.