TOXIC!

For the past week, I never really had anything to post.

Maybe I was thinking a lot of things and ideas to write but it was vague for me as I went through it. Maybe it doesn’t make any sense or maybe it does that I don’t want to share it. Yes, a lot of things bother me lately. Personal issues I want to solve as soon as possible. I don’t want it to become bigger as my exams are few weeks approaching. To be exact, I have 3 more weeks.

Do you also have a Last name that starts with the letter “A”? It sucks right?! First to do a report, first to have practical demonstration, first to be called in your case presentation, to be assigned in a terror professor, and it sucks big time if you’re first to be called in the attendance list and since they held you a little longer earlier before lunch you have to cut your meal shorter and if you missed your name being called you’re late. Did I tell you they come earlier than 1pm?

It’s been a week and I’m already whining! I already finished my first report in one of my subjects. Sadly I over prepared and was only asked few questions, they say it’s good to expect the worst so it’s ok for me. I also prepared that night my CPC, a case presentation. I have my other report next Monday for one of my subjects. Every week we have a Shifting or Plating exams every Monday, Tuesday and Friday Lunch time. I have piles of books to read as well. Hay! I complain too much but soon it occurred to me I still have time to blog. Hehehe!

What really took my attention is my own diet. I don’t eat rice and people were so shocked to see that. What I don’t like is when you were eating a lot and gaining a lot they say things, when you go on a diet they say MORE things. It’s hard when you have a Ping-Pong weight. But I realize I’m not doing this for them. I’m not doing this to be liked or to please them. But what I need is some motivation and encouragement. This applies not only on dieting but if you were in a situation that people sees you negatively if you’re making a choice or thorn between two situations. Just do what you think is good for you.

And to you, I know you’re busier than me. We have different schedules, different subjects and on a different year. As much as I want to say this personally but I can’t. Maybe it’s just me…