Thursday, March 17, 2011

Rewind, Play, then Stop

Written last February 17, 2011

9:51:20 PM


I stared to the mirror for the longest time and looked at my own reflection.


I asked myself of who I’ve become...

I asked myself what I’ve become...


We adapt ourselves with all of these. Accustom to things that we weren’t used to do. Planned things that will be good for you and your special someone…

You have a different perspective… A different attitude.

You were completely changed from what you used to believe, because as you move forward with one hand with that person, you have this beautiful and perfect mindset.


It made me think, who was I before this?

What I’ve been doing then?

And I try to comprehend; will we be able to go back to what we used to be?

What i used to be...

Or will we be able to move forward equipped with new perspective?

Or move forward to a new me...


I can’t even recall what I really want before.

I can’t even recall what my plans with my life before.

I can’t even recall what my life could have been if I didn’t met you.

But…

I can recall that I didn’t have any directions then.

I can recall the things that I did and they made me realize how important having you now and to treasure the time we’re together.

I can recall just wishing to be somewhere else and how much time I wasted before we met.

All of these were changed because of you, as they say relationships makes the best out of us. We take a leap for what is best for us. You, changed me to be the best that i can.



I stared to the mirror for the longest time and my reflection told me that…

I’m still learning a lot.

And there are no regrets, I tell you. So don’t worry about me... Don't ever worry about me.

But let me worry about you. Let me worry when your alone and lonely. Let me worry when you're feeling sick, Let me worry when you're doubtful. Let me look after you when you're asleep.

'Twas an everyday risk.

But...

There are no regrets, Just Love.





March 17, 2011

12:00AM

26...


is est terminus quest.

ego mos diligo vos pro totus of meus vita.

satus per diligo, terminus per diligo

24 comments:

Kyle said...

awwww i like the last latin lines you've written.

for sure mamahalin ka din niya ng buong buhay niya.

nakarelate ako dyan sa sinulat mo doc. ang dating akala mong basurang buhay ay magiging kapaki-pakinabang dahil dumating ang "the one".

good luck sa inyo and i hope magtagal kayo...

teka bakit fin ang tag? magcclose ka na?

ʎonqʎʇıɔ said...

let me quote from one of my favorite songs from a chorus line:


kiss the day goodbye and point me towards tomorrow. we did what we had to do. ... i won't regret what i did for love.

sometimes, we forget how far we've come. it's nice to look back now and then. :)

orally said...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the woods
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
(Wicked)

So is this quest of yours ending?
Have you found what you're looking for?
Shet lumalablyf...

Nimmy said...

midlife crisis ba friend? *huggggggggggs*

happy BIRTHDAY!!! :D

gillboard said...

in love?

Kyle said...

Di ko nagets kagabi yung 26.hahaha now i know, happy birthday...

Axl Powerhouse Production Inc, said...

sabi nga nila every single day is a learning process.. go doc.. happie bday :D

Mu[g]en said...

Maligayang kaarawan Doc Ced. :)

iurico said...

Happy Birthday, today - March 17. Have an oragsmic er, fantastic day!

Luis said...

uyyy.. na miss ko presensya mo.. sabi ko na nga ba may nangyari.. may dumating nga.. sana hindi na umalis.. sana panghabambuhay na yang kaligayan na yan.. at sana makagraduate at makapagpractice ka agad, may dalawa ka agad na pasyente.. ako at si db na may poot sa kin na hindi ko alam kung bakit.. hehehehe.. happy birthday doc ced! God bless!

White said...

happy birthday! :)

Désolé Boy said...

sorry Luis..wala akong "poot" sau
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sikreto lang 'to pero ang totoo nyan kay doc ako galit. gusto mo pagtulungan naten sya???

Kamila said...

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!Ang ganda.. lalo na nung sinabi mo na parang waste yung dating time nung di mo pa siya kilala... waaaaaahh! la lang ang sweet.

coldie said...

Hey doc! Happy birthday! Kahit masyadong emo ang post mo at matagal kang nawala, ikaw na ang may love life!

Sana wag mo kaming kalimutan!
Smile birthday boy!

Sean said...

ei doc ced. happy birthday!

The Gasoline Dude said...

Haberdey! Cheers! :)

Ester Yaje said...

parang nahihiya ako sa mga comments nila. mukhang in love lahat ng tao dito. ang saya at ang inspiring lang talaga ng buhay pag love ang pinag-uusapan. may magic at spark lang kasing biglang nagpapakita sa ating harapan. tapos di natin ma explain kung ano ba talaga ang ating nararamdaman. wohhooo! everyone loves to be in love :)

Guyrony said...

Happy birthday.

What you have become is the sum of what was then all rolled into one.

And though we can not have no regrets from mistakes, we can just look back and learn from them.

That is all.

Nishiboy said...

as long as naging masaya, ibig sabihin walang kailangang pagsisihan. you made the right choices.

happy birthday ced. =)

KikomaxXx said...

kung di ko pa inulit eh di ko pa magets.. heheh happy belated bday doc ced...

tim said...

Wow, awesome your blown me away!

stevevhan said...

it seems like you are unhappy of what you've become (Correct me if i'm wrong). Loving someone doesn't mean you have to leave the old you and rebuild a new one but staying who you are.

But you said that you're learning so i think it's good for you!

glentot said...

Happy Birthday sayo!!! May you get what you wished for...

Raft3r said...

nasan ka na!

belated happy birthday sayo!