Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year!

I haven’t had any serious post lately. My mind was so preoccupied with post Christmas stuffs, such as thinking of how can I maximize my vacation, loads of pending notes to review, the delayed yet soon to come Exchange gift with my cousins, more notes to review, cleaning my room here in Cavite and more notes!=)

The hell with me! 3 more days to go and its 2008. I need to change few things from my routine or maybe change my whole routine. As a reflection of my 2007, I can’t actually say that it was full of mishaps for me. 2007 is not really my year but I still recognize all the things that happened as a blessing for enlightening me and making me grow as a person. This year was an eye-opener to me that I still lack something and must hone responsibility. For the past year I thought I was mature enough, living by myself and making decisions for myself. But this year’s events made me comprehend that I lack the capability of moving on instantly and cares so much to someone’s criticism that it sank me deeper to my misery. It didn’t help...

But first, I have to thank God for giving me and my family a healthy year. I have to thank Him as well for giving me new friends here in the blogging world.=]

Also this year, exactly last April, my sister went to NY to work and it’s not very easy for us that she’s far and I know she feels the same. I know we’re kind of overreacting to this but I haven’t said this, but I really care so much to my one and only ate. Before, I confronted his first-and-still boyfriend that “subukan mo lang lokohin ate ko, wag k ng magbalak tumapak ng Cavite”. It’s the first Christmas that we’re incomplete. First year those birthdays were celebrated and she’s not here. I have to say that I’m really proud of her for being so strong and being a toughie in facing her future.

Maybe I didn’t do great things this year but I realize that most of my family members were successful and happy with their lives. To my mom and dad enjoying their retirement; My eldest brother having his engagement, a great soon-to-be ate and a new car; To my 2nd eldest brother on promotion and has a really happy healthy and a slimmer look; My Lola Ching’s 90th bday which is celebrated last 25th and to my cousin’s news that she’s having her first baby. I can say all the ugly things that came to pass were erased by all this good things that happened to my love ones.

As for me, I have to make specific changes like saving money and not spending a lot, not being so much self-absorbed, and I have to lessen my swearing. In general I have to continue and deepen my studying. As I always pray and ask God to give me a clear mind and enough concentration.

As for my friends, I’m praying that we all have a prosperous New Year. I'm celebrating with you all! Cheers=)

12 comments:

KRIS JASPER ANGEL said...

Happy new Year!!! Good luck sa lahat ng plans mo...

FerBert said...

hapinuyir kuya ced!

LAWSTUDE said...

Wishing you happiness and prosperity in 2008. Happy New Year Ced.

cedeux said...

@kuya kris - happy new year din po. Godbless din po sa mga plans mo=]

@ utolferbert - utol! welcome back! musta ba? happy new year din!

@kuya lawstude - happy new year din po. ingats po plagi=]

KRIS JASPER ANGEL said...

Uv been tagged. please see my recent post.

chase said...

your sister is in NY?
my mom too..

yeah, i also miss my mom.. its been 3 years since we saw her.. but she calls at home all the time..
to make up from lost time.

cedeux said...

@kuya kris - naagutan ko n un, pero since malakas ka sakin, ulitin ko=]

@chase - yup 9 months p lng sha dun. striving pero sana makaraos sya.

galing ng mom mo and seems like u have a great bond with her. ingats lagi=]

Coldman said...

Hey kid, happy new year! More happiness to all of us. =)

cedeux said...

@coldman - yey! nagbalik na. happy new year din. ingats=)

towr said...

:) Happy New Year! More blessings!

Scarlet said...

wow. reading your post confirmed it. 2007 SUCKS! haha! :)) oh well, the past year is over now, so a new start awaits us. wait. there's no such thing as a new start. all we can do is rise from the fall and make things a lot lot better. hmm.. have an awesome 2008, ced! :) im sooo sorry if i wasnt able to greet you right on time, busy and all.. y'know. let's keep in touch this year ok? mwa! =*

cedeux said...

@towr - happy new year too!

@ scarlet - haha, at least bad year was so over.

sabi ng chinese horoscope ko ay oks naman ang 08 ko! yipee! hehe