Am I a bully???

When I was in high school I was a typical average student.

You barely even notice me from the crowd.

I’m just your typical silent, carefree to anything type of student.

There was a time I was bullied on my prom practice. (Details not included. hehe)

I almost got into a fight. But the best thing was, I didn’t do anything, I just let them.

Years had passed and tables were turned.

I’m still the shy type and silent, often had the impression of “suplado and masungit”

But if we get along, I’m one of the funniest people you'll know.

But I tend to name names. I admit that, but not on the rude way… I guess.

I still think it’s funny though. I guess I lack sensitivity to those who were a bit sensitive or to those who were into a phase. At least I immediately say sorry to them.

Last week a very close friend got annoyed to me. I know he was, because he tends to do weird things like smoke which he barely does and gets moody.

He was in a phase because of the tons of school work and tons of dreadful attitudes his classmates’ shows (you know how class research work shows everyone’s dark side, lol)

I guess he thought instead of showing some support I even made fun of him.

I said I was sorry and he told me to grow up. (Ouch!)

But at least it was over. I just value my friends so much. And I noticed that for the past week I minimally name names to anyone… except my professors though. Hehe

I got the results on my pre finals on Pharma – I did well… just a little more push and I hope I’ll make it.

I also got my Physical Diagnosis exam result – I nailed it. Hehehe! Wooohooo!

For the last couple of days (Wednesday and Thursday) I slept around 8:30pm and woke up around 11:30pm, I haven’t slept right after that… we had double shifting/unit exams during lunch breaks the following day. Meaning 2 exams and around 6 topics were given to us and no lunch. On Thursday lunch break we had Lab diagnosis and on Friday lunch break we had Pharmacology. I hope sleeplessness will help me pass those exams.

I guess I’m more inspired to study now. Cath just keeps me going and going and going and going. Hehe

Despite our busy schedules we ate dinner together, maybe later we’ll attend mass. I forgot to tell you she’s a lector during mass every Saturday. That makes me want to try choir. Hehehe! The buzz about us in school is a bit annoying. Some unknown people will come to you and ask. But that’s ok… that’s the price of being a celebrity. Lol!