I only have 10 days left starting today. Another 10 months of less sleep, thousands of pages of books to read, gallons of coffee to drink, countless sheets of papers and patient’s history to pass and pens that I will lose, and tears that I will save for the end of each semester.
Unlike before I am less excited and that’s the sad truth. Why? I am not sure… you see I really want this. I cannot give up on this. For the last two months of staying inside the house I filled my thoughts with optimism. I am optimistic, sadly not that enthusiastic.
But I can say that I enjoyed my last two months. Talking to some of the co-bloggers, getting their opinions and making new friends were a great summer get away for me, way much better than a trip in Boracay. Though I know my mom will kill me due to our escalating bills. Hehehe!
I was back and forth to my dorm last week because I have to clean my room and check what I lack to make my stay there more comfortable. While cleaning, I paused for a while and looked at some pictures that I posted on my wall. I smiled a little, we were complete then.
10 more days to go; 10 days of online time, chatting and blogging left. What I really wanted to say is I’ll be spending little time here soon. If I really wanted to become what I really want then I have to make a choice. But that doesn’t mean I will neglect this blog and will not visit yours. It may not be as often but I promise I’ll do it every chance I will get.
To be honest it will be a challenge for me. I have to admit having my own lappie and internet was one of the wrong decisions I made so far. It really interrupted my studies and my concentration. But the risk was worth it. I learned a lot from you and most importantly I learned and accepted my mistakes and failures. I was still thinking of not bringing the lappie with me in my dorm but I realized it’s not what I needed to do. I need to have self control.
By the way, I watched Sex and the City last Friday. I was asked for the nth time if it’s worth the watch. I can’t say a thing aside from that the movie is made for the people who watched the series. It’s more of a closure to the character’s lives. I like Samantha. She’s so my Cougar! Hahaha!
“Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are” - Carrie Bradshaw
“That's the key to having it all: stop expecting it to look like what you thought it was going to look like. It's true of the fall lines, and it's true of relationships.” – Enid (Carrie’s Vogue Editor in Chief)