Thursday, May 29, 2008

You Can’t Have It All

Sorry to say if my recent posts are more of waning and ranting and yeah mostly things that bother me. I hope this is just a phase but it seems like these things are happening to me unexpectedly and continuously. And every time it happens I sink into concentration and reflect what dreadful things I did earlier. I just can’t think of any…

After 3 days of going back and forth, finally I finished my enrollment! (Yippee!) All and all, it took me 10 hours of travelling, 7 hours of waiting for THAT second year coordinator, 6 subjects, 21 units, and most of my allowance. Guess how many hours did I really spent in settling my enrollment? 1 ½ hours!!! Ahahay!!!

Good thing I’m with my soon to be classmates and I really enjoyed talking to them. I’m not even familiar to some, but they made the whole situation easier and enjoyable. We even made a funny story about the coordinator why he’s not around. And most of the people next in line to us were laughing.=] I chose my subjects really cautiously because I want to concentrate on that back subject and give my 101% effort. If ever something goes wrong again. At least I know I gave it a shot.

I asked my mom if the family driver could bring the tuition fee since I came from my dorm today. But she insisted to come. That’s not really a problem for me. At least I know it will come safely. Let’s all admit we did the “kickback” thing. I do admit I did but my parents knew I was doing it so they add at least 9% of my tuition. But I can’t believe some of the stories I heard. I know their parents are rich or earns above average but I can’t have a kickback of at least 40T. That’s just wrong for me. I dunno to some of you but, what will they do to that money? Shop? What a joke! I know their parents are doctors but why do that? What will you do with that?

Since I have my 9% I did visit MOA after enrollment. Hehe.

I bought my necessities, (new undies, wanna see?) hehe. My toiletries needs some filling up and some things for the dorm. I also had my hair cut. My biggest frustration when losing weight, (yes I did, a few lbs!) is buying a shirt. I’ve been visiting some of the shops and funny thing or frustrating, is that I don’t know my real size. Is there a size for someone who’s losing some weight? What category do I fall into? It’s either one size is a bit tight on one part or the other size is lose on one part. Exactly, nothing really fits…

As this day end, I have a thought, the guts of showing my face in the school premises, enrolling myself and showing no signs of stopping really made me feel strong. I know some talks behind my back and some do not believe that I may not be able. But this semester is just starting and my optimism at its height.

31 comments:

> Vanny said...
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> Vanny said...

Good morning kuya Ced! nyahahaha. ^_^

well.. sana nga good ang morning mo. me, no. think good day is not in my vocabulary today. T_T

btw, aga magising ah. napakain na ba ang dogs? uminom na ba ng milk? nagtoothbrush na? nagsuklay na? hala. pinagsasabi mo vanny. bad mood nga tlga ko, nawawala na sa sarili eh.

wow. nagshopping ka pala ng undies kahapon. haha. kaya naman pala yung pinagsasabi mo kagabi eh.. ah. never mind. nangungulit lang.

kickback? hmm. di ako nangkikickback kc naawa ako sa dad ko. nagpapakapagod na nga sa Sinagpore tapos kame panay n nga ang shopping, kikickbackan ko pa.

pero i do have not-literal kickback money nung college life ko. kc binibigay naman sa akin yun ng kusa. pag half tuition or misc fees lang ang kelangang bayaran ko, ibbgay na sa kin ni daddy yung buong amount ng tuition fee ko. for my reward sa pag aaral ng mabuti. ^_^

oh, il tell dad later about ur issey. juk. haha.

eat ur bfast KUYA ced. hahaha. ^^,

ngiti na ha? wag na mag emote. ako muna. :D

kurisujae said...

never akong nag-kickback nung college.totoo!mamatay man!hehe.

naaawa ako sa pareants ko eh.

baon nga hirap na ibigay kikickback pako.

wag na mainis,may bago naman brief eh.nyahaha.

my-so-called-Quest said...

@vanny - salamat sa bago kong issey ha! hehehehe

@kuya kuri - oo nga naman. gusto ko pa nga ifit un dun e. tapos rarapa ko sa labas. ahahhaha

Belen said...

mabuti naman hindi kayo nangki-kickback. kawawa kasi ang parents at happy ang parents pag binabalik ang sukli o sobra .

cedeux said...

@nanaybelen - opo, di ko na gagawin un. tama si kuya kuri. nakakakonsensya. life savings un tapos ganun gagawin=[

ayzprincess said...

ako kickback ko nun, malaki na yung 1500.. at sobrang guilty na ko nun.. tsaka usually ginagamit ko un pamasahe ko pauwi ng laguna (i studied in baguio)

may mga ganun talaga.. ang bestfriend ko, alam ko, mga 5k ang kickback nya tuwing enrollment nung nagaaral pa sya.. o di ba?! anong sinabe ng 1500 ko sa 5k nya? hahaha

cedeux said...

@ayz - hmm mga 5T din kickback ko dati. pero ayun, alam naman nila na ganun e so, binibigyan na tlaga ako! hehehh

churvah said...

hehehe..
usapang kickback ba ito?

ang laki ng mga kickback nio ah..tsk,tsk,ako ok na sa 5hund.pambili ng harlequin na pocket books.

dumadaan talaga sa buhay estudyante ang mga ganyan.hehe.

gudluck sa studies!

JM said...

hehe memories! pero d din naman ako kumikickback ng malaki. usually sa libro lang. dagdag ako ng P50 hehe

cedeux said...

@churvah - hehe, uu pero grabe di pa rin magsink in ung 40T na kwento sakin. hahahha

@jm - P50? grabe naman. pamasahe ata un e. aheheheh.

anu bng book?

Dra. Rio said...

kick-back?...hmmm....ok lang yan..basta sa maganda dadalhin ang pera..=)..
tama ba yung sinabi ko?

Ferbert said...

nung nag aaral pa ako umabot ng 20K ang kick back ko.. hindi ko alam kung san ko ginastos.. shet! hahaha.. taena.. ngayon wala na muna akong makikickback.. pinapalayas na kase ako ni tatay ng pilipinas.. :D

Coldman said...

back to skul ulit!

basta ako ako, yoko rin ng kickback, nakokonsyensa ako e. dyuk. =)

cedeux said...

@dra rio - ahahah. ikaw ha! heheheh

@fb - sus san mo na naman ginastos? sa babae? sa alak? sa sigarilyo? matry next sem! hhahaha

cedeux said...

@dra rio - ahahah. ikaw ha! heheheh

@fb - sus san mo na naman ginastos? sa babae? sa alak? sa sigarilyo? matry next sem! hhahaha

cedeux said...

@kuyacoldman - wow! welcome back kuya!
yes pasukan na. at BI ka tlaga. heheheh

KRIS JASPER VAN DYKE said...

drama king? lol.

anu yung kick back? ako kc kahit singko talagang sinusuli ko dati. hmmmm....

Camille said...

kickback? never heard that term.. anu ba un? hehe.. kaming magkakapatid di rin gawain yan. siguro mga sukling 20 ska mga pambayad sa bill shmpre d nmn pde na 940 lang ang idedeposit ng tatay ko sa bank. usually nira-round off ko e. di ko kaya lokohin magulang ko. naku naman kung ang parents natin lolokohin natin e di kayang kaya natin manloko ng ibang tao di ba.. hm.. meron mga classmates un kapatid ko nun libo2 ang kickback sa parents na nsa abroad.. grabe sarap batukan..

RoRo said...

seems like a new journey awaits for you doc ced. it's a fresh start, and having so means rejuvenating life's senses, earning much focus, and leaving the whatever past behind. bless you for that. carpe diem! ^^

Dakilang Tambay said...

hi mk! hehehe! :)

mukha kang kickback! hehe! susumbong kita! wahahahahaah! :)

patinggin ng undies mo! hahaha

muning said...

undies? yan ba ung may flower sa gitna? hahahaha..joke lng!

love ka nmen ni poch! mwah!

Abad said...

tatlong araw na akong nageenroll. hangang ngayon wala pa ring nangyayari.

wala akong kickback, galing sa edu plan kasi yung pambayad kaya sakto lagi. tss

MakMak said...

Bad Doc Ced! Bad Bad Bad!

Ehehehe.

Hindi ako makakapag-kickback nung nag-aaral pa ako kahit gustuhin ko. Ehehehe. Paaral kasi ako ng eskwelahan kaya walang dumadaan na pera saken na ganung kalaki. Lol.

Ely said...

Kahit minsan ndi ko kinaya mag-kick back. LOL. Alam ko kasi kalagayan namin sa buhay so i never asked for an extra. Pilit ko pinagkasya kung ano meron. :P

my-so-called-Quest said...

@kuya kris - hahahah! drama king nga! hehe

di mo alam un? wushu! hehehe

@doc Cams - siguro nung mga wala pa tayong paki e natural lng yun. pero ngayon na nasa med skul na tayo, grabe naman yun!

my-so-called-Quest said...

@roro - salamat bro! excited na ko sa pasukan! weee!

@mk - di ka pa rin pakita ha! heheheh

show gusto mo? punta ka lng dito=]

my-so-called-Quest said...

@muning - oo! wahahaha.
ung may ulo rin ng elepante! wahahah

pakyu! i miss you too! wahahha

my-so-called-Quest said...

@abad - ang hirap ata ng process pag sa educational pla. sigurista sila mom at dad mo ah! hehehe

salamat sa pagdaan!=]

my-so-called-Quest said...

@kuya MAk - very bad indeed! hehehehhe. wow scholar ka pla! yamane$$$


@ely - ang good boy mo naman! tsk!
sabagay tama ka dun. nakakakonsensya tuloy=[

mnel said...

Oi! Ang laki ng kickback mo ha! :P

Wala akong kickback, but my credit card's an extension of my mom's. That's a whole lot better! Mwahahaha!

Tama yan Ced, continue ka lang. Pasasaan pa at matatapos din to. :)