Wednesday, July 14, 2010

hate

i hate that i miss you so much...

i hate how i wish you were here...

and i hate the fact that you don't even care or probably think of me now.

i hate how i am reminded of the sweet scent of your hair left on my pillow when you used to take a nap here in my room...

i hate how much i miss serving you and cooking you pancakes every chance we can have breakfast together...

i hate how i miss you scolding me, to prioritize.

i hate how i miss our long talks about nonsense, sharing hot coffee together in one mug.

i hate that i miss holding your hand.

so i'll try and drink you out of my head a little later.

i even wrote this here. before i forgot, cause i'll be too drunk.

and hoping tomorrow, i'll be reminded again why i hate you so much.

because i hate that i really don't hate you. it's because...

39 comments:

anteros' dominion said...

awww, may ganun..emo much si poging doc

gillboard said...

oi di ka nag-oonline. lalabas kami ni mak sa weekend, sama ka!!!

Nimmy said...

uh oh. ang weather sisihin mo! emo rin ako kanina. hahaha.

cheer up kuya! maraming chika babes dyan. :)

wanderingcommuter said...

pag ibig, anong ginawa mo sa binatang ito?

my-so-called-Quest said...

@antero - pogi daw oh. cute lang. humble ako. hehehe! malamig e! :P


@GB - exam week ko ngayon! fave subject ko sa saturday! GYNE! hahahahaha

my-so-called-Quest said...

@nimmy - haha, manisi ba? madami nga pero di naman sya... :(



@WC - na-obsessed.... joke! hehehe

rd sean said...

i just miss someone while reading this post and it made me cry :(

my-so-called-Quest said...

@sean - awww... i didn't meant to make you cry. need a hug? :D

paci said...

there there..
let me play i'm missing you by meja.

my-so-called-Quest said...

@paci - pakinggan ko nga yan :P

soltero said...

huwaw nagpapaka sensitive epek ang ced! ahahah in fairness, bagay naman bwahaha :P

rd sean said...

@ced: ayos lng.. nasa heaven na siya :) naalala ko lang, sorry emo.. :P

gillboard said...

sakto, icelebrate mo end of exam week mo kasama namin!!!

orallyours said...

try sara bareilles' gravity para emo lalo.
hugs man (sabay tsansing)

my-so-called-Quest said...

@soltero - hmmmp! salamat! hahahah. motto ko ay. artista lang ang may karapatang umarte. hehehe


@sean - ayyyy. nako. sorry talaga.

my-so-called-Quest said...

@GB - patulugin mo naman ako? haha




@oral - haha, sige papakinggan ko rin yan. :P

iurico said...

I was supposed to comment somethign about your post. But I forgot what the comment was when I saw your cute profile pic.

hahaha

sensya, malandi lang ako. lol

Ex Jason said...

may version din ng i'm missing you si bea alonzo. lol.

lilipas din yang sakit balang araw. kapit lang ced. =)

pusang kalye said...

such a clique but I am a believer..the more you hate, the more you love. and you understand that more if you have really experienced loving somebody.

my-so-called-Quest said...

@iurico - magagalit ka ba kung sabihin kong di ako yan? hahaha. joke! ako yan! :D want a proof? hehe




@jason - bea? hahaha. bat alam mo un? theme song mo un no? hehe

my-so-called-Quest said...

@pk - :( miss ko na kasi talaga sya.

Ex Jason said...

nag-play kahapon sa taxi. at nilait lait namin ni manong driver. lol.

my-so-called-Quest said...

@jason - haha. kawawang bea. but bitch deserves it! hahaha. bat kasi ayaw tantanan ang pagkanta sa mga singers! :P

Popoy Inosentes said...

sabi nga sa kanta ni NeYo at Rihanna: hate that i love you sooooo...

ok lang yan doc. lilipas din ang umaga, di matanaw ang pagasa hanggang kailan magtitiis ang paghihirap ko at sa dilim may chichorva ang tikbalang na walang hanggan. LOL

smile. bawal emo :)

my-so-called-Quest said...

@popoy - bwahaha, bakit may tikbalang na napasama? hahahahah

tim said...

hehehehehe, nakakrelate ako dito..

awesome man...

my-so-called-Quest said...

@tim - nakarelate ba. tawagan mo na sya. hehehe

salamat sa pagdaan!

tim said...

it is okay man.. thanks din...

Jag said...

Aummigaud! Usong uso ang Emo ngaun hehehe...

Marami jan parekoy! Maraming marami...

my-so-called-Quest said...

@pareng jag - malamig e! haha. pagpasensyahan mo na.

marami nga dyan, pero hindi naman sya :(

gillboard said...

kaya nabuo ang araw ng linggo, para duon ka matulog!!! sus. hihirit pa eh!

sumama ka na kasi.

beero said...

grrr. langya naunahan pa ko ni popoy ng iko-comment. hehe. makinig ka nga sa 'hate that i love you' siguradong makakarelate ka. hehe. ayeee inlababo ka ced. lol

my-so-called-Quest said...

@GB - akala ko kaya nabuo ang araw ng linggo e para maghanda sa araw ng lunes? haha



@beero - awayin mo si popoy! haha alam ko yung kantang yun! hawig mo nga si ano e, si rihanna. hehehe

David Edward said...

in love ka kuya??? ayii!!! buhay pa pala ito.. :p

tere said...

ay! gumaganun? sya ba yung ka-share mo ng ice cream dati at ka-date sa roof top?

ay wait, baka di sya yun..at baka di rin pala ikaw yun,hahaha!

laftrip yung kanta ni popoy..may tikbalang na napasama,lol!

yan ba epekto ng bagyong basyang sau? di ako sanay na gumaganyan ka,sa totoo lang. hehe.

my-so-called-Quest said...

@david - hindi obsessed lang. haha

@tere - wag kumontra, minsan lang yan. hahahah

beero said...

bwahaha. adik! eh anu naman crush ko nga si rihanna eh. lols.

David Edward said...

landi! ahahaha

David Edward said...

nakapag track na ko.. dami mo na palang post! ingats!