I went to school this morning to check the promotion board and to my surprise my name was not on the roaster of those who will take removals. You see I was expecting to take at least 2 subjects and sadly my name wasn’t there. I checked my professors and they’re not available. I came back this afternoon hoping I could talk to someone and to my luck one of the resident coordinators was there. I asked if I can take a look at my paper, and to my doom I only lack 4 points to pass the exam. I asked if I can recheck the questionnaire for some corrections. He allowed me to do so. I saw 2 corrections and he accepted my answers. And to my bad, I didn’t found what I need.
I’m really depressed now. I don’t know what will I do. I love my parents, my bros and sis much more because after I called each of them they supported me to every bit of my decisions and said that it’s ok. They said I’m still young. That they know I gave everything. I did give everything, and still it wasn’t enough. But I cannot accept the fact that I’ll end to this situation again. I’m ashamed of myself and felt demoralized. I’m tired. I want to give up. I haven’t spoken to Cath either. I don’t want to be an encumbrance to her and an interruption to her vacation. I want to stop blogging as well. Please pray for me.
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